habit

quad venti soy extra caramel drizzle caramel macchiato extra hot no foam. that is indeed my fave coffee order from the infamous starbucks. rawr. so yeah ... that keeps me going like the energizer bunny. and to top it off ... benson and hedges superslims menthol. yowch. oh the joys of being a teacher. well here we are again > blogging the trials and tribulations of the A. show. jess and i are still in the 'fix' things mode. i am trying but my heart is not in it. i have my reasons. love is not a part of it. T man is good as always. he keeps me sane for the most part. no pressure when it comes to him. just enjoying life together. hope this friendship can withstand the ultimate test, and that would be me being with jessie for good. i have to close doors eventually... and not even leave a window open. remember always.

song

This is my December. This is my time of the year. This is my December. This is all so clear. This is my December. This is my snow covered home. This is my December. This is me alone. And I, Just wish that I didn't feel. Like there was something I missed. And I, Take back all the things I said. To make you feel like that And I, Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was something I missedAnd I, Take back all the things that I said to you. And I'd give it all away. Just to have somewhere to go to. Give it all away. To have someone to come home to. This is my December. These are my snow covered trees. This is me pretending. This is all I need. And I, Just wish that I didn't feel. Like there was something I missed. And I, Take back all the things I said. To make you feel like that. And I, Just wish that I didn't feel. Like there was something I missed. And I, Take back all the things that I said to you. And I'd give it all away. Just to have somewhere to go to. Give it all away. To have someone to come home to. This is my December. This is my time of the year. This is my December. This is all so clear. Give it all away. Just to have somewhere to go to. Give it all away. To have someone to come home to. Give it all away. Just to have somewhere to go to. Give it all away. To have someone to come home to.