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no mistakes, only sacrifices. i remember uttering those words to him ... ten years and i'm back to where i started. this has been the hallmark of our relationship > unresolved disagreements, inability to communicate, hot heads and flaring tempers, too much pride ... one always feels that he/she has to concede though unnecessary. i guess in a way i have made my choice and that is to lay on the bed that i had made for myself ten years ago. i will take another crack at this whole togetherness thing ... giving it all, everything i've got, to the last breath, even if it means the death of me. i owe my children that much. a life for a life. my life so they can live. i am very much aware of the reasons why i have gone this route: save losses. the house, the finances, the children. it will be a new beginning for us ... i hope.