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>i gave him my two cents ... happiness is his choice, for whatever fate he sets out for himself, i will be here to listen and to give my honest opinion. for now he is lost. i do not want him to make a decision that he might end up regreting for the rest of his life. a fiance, an ongoing long distance infatuation, a close friend with benefits, feelings of guilt and unhappiness this is what is on his plate. i will be here my friend.
>she hangs this question for me to answer ... 'will you pursue something that you know you cannot have?' lust, love, loyalty. specifically in that order... that is what she believes in.
>he professes his love to me "i love the hell out of you". sadly he is in this predicament - he finally knows what he wants in life - and that is me, but he cant have me.
>asks for a chance to get to know me. he can't spell. not my type, but drawn to me. he's been turned down but still pursuing.
>others might think he's the perfect catch. single, no baggage, established ... we once were actually. i will be leaving a window open for this man. maybe in the future - by some crazy twist of fate.