asta

summer's almost gone. doesn't mean life has changed though. still on my own ... but with a few distractions. it's funny (well not that funny) how after a relationship ends you start realizing how much it has changed you. my previous relationship was not all bad... i just wished that we were different people then. i wish i was older and knew who i was as an individual - strong and unwavering. cloudy thoughts, unclear visions - i still know my purpose and responsibility - children and future. have to make sure that i don't fail them as a parent. for now i am living. trying to get a glimpse of the life i have never experienced before. **goggles**