battered

once again life decides to take a trip to hellville. the man who controlled my life for almost a decade has now been put with the other skeletons in my closet. i am saddened by the fact that things had to end this way ... but right now any kind of ending, horrible it may be, is still an ending. FIN. that chapter has now ended and it will never be revisited. i have turned away and will never look back. i pray to the .g.o.d. - for my children to be unharmed by my life's "goings on". what will the future hold i ask ... unclear. for now - i know i am free from him - i am not a prisoner any longer. there is 'life' after...
**torn**