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hello stranger.
life decides to take a trip to hell. the past year have been really difficult, almost unbearable. looking for the light at the end of the tunnel and feeling optimistic - just doesn't cut it anymore. sometimes you just gotta let go, ride the waves, and allow it to take you to unfamiliar places. i have a new addition to my life - a friend who told me that when one door closes another one opens. yes, a new chapter as they say.
for now i am content. i still have to pat myself in back and tell 'me' that i did o.k. and that i am still doing o.k.- that i will live. everything happens for a reason - or at least i believe so. looking forward to this somewhat new beginning. the end is still a blur - maybe it is better that way.