confessions

so what would you do if your man said ' yes ive slept with someone else other than you' ... yowch aint it ?? this occured while we were in bed. the ambiance - perfect timing. it turned my stomach i thought i was gonna have nervous breakdown. but i ddnt. this is how i handled it ... very very calmly - not looking like i was shocked or anything - but trying to be a good listener so i could fish out some more details. i dont know if this was all to my advantage but - i did. details galore. haaay. i was hurt for sure. i never expected anything like that from him. i guess i was too naive to think otherwise. but yeah after all thats said and done. im still with him, standing by him, supporting him. partnership - most important. * i think*

jist

maybe im finally getting the hang of it - this whole relationship thing ... compromise, respect, love, same values, fidelity - small words, easy to say - though very very tough to do. i cant say ive mastered all these tho ... one day ** hopes **

make-up

aprils gone - cheers to may - time flies when youre happy and enjoying life. ive been a bookaholic lately - ive always read novels but this past month has been crazzy. i cant understand sometimes where i find the time to read - or to blog for that matter - . three kids - they keep my busy. the house - its needs freshening up - spring cleaning. the hub - wow, things have really changed between us. i think this is the right time to say = were finally got ourselves together = no more taking each other for granted. weve been talking a lot lately, about anything and everything - just like before. sex is awesome - hands down - hes the man. career - slow progress - and thats ok with me - this is a new feeling - ive always regreted that part of my life - how i sort of never got to do anything - but then there are more important things - my family. nothing - no career, no accomplishments, no material things could ever replace that. my extended family - i do as much as i can to help them - im still a daughter and the eldest. other people - they stay within a certain circle. i cherish their company - when i have time - and i thankful for the things that they bring in to my life. to sum it up - im having a wonderful time. life could be a blissful thing if you open your eyes and become more accepting. ** smilez**