zippo

liah liah pants on fiah. i smoke - not that much - ( does it really matter ??) this a really big issue betwee jes and i. one time he found his old zippo in the office - he tried it - it worked. hmmm ... he hasnt seen the thing for years and it suddenly appeared in working condition ??? so he asks me ... did you put thing *fluid* in this ?? i go ... YEAH. >> wrong answer !! << he aint that stupid ... he figured it out ... " stop smoking" he said. the blabber mouth that i am ... i still had to answer ... i said i wasnt. drrrrr !! he ddint speak to me again after that ... this thing is starting to become taboo. dun dun dun ... another one of those relationship better not talk about it topic or else. sheeesh. i know i should stop. there is really no valid excuse for cancer sticks. actually ... my reason is to get away. my daily shit can be overwhelming at times ... so i sneak out into the backyard and light up one. stress reliever ( that slowly kills ) . its like those folks who turn to alcohol. yes it does not solve anything ... but that moment when youre actually drinking or smoking makes you feel just a tad better ... oh god ... i am actually justifying all this crap. i am doomed. ** duday **