im a REALIST. unlike others who live in a fairy tale like world where prince charming exists, i dont. its not because im hateful or resentful of my own life ... i just choose to live without expectations. read my blogs ... you'll see what im made of. dont judge - dont criticize - these are pieces of me.

10.12.2004

sober

my kids were hungover from last nite. suprisingly pika and marcus woke up for school - so did i !??! were sooooo beat, even jes woke up late. hahahha. this is gonna be a long arse day. - maybe well all get some shut eye later. - havent done that for a long time - . ive been so tired lately, its not only because of the party - maybe my thyroid and diabetes thing is acting up again. i get energy spurts after a meal or after waking up then after i spent it all - boom - i just crash. i just get drained. gotta see the docs again ! hate them ! i guess smoking like a lunatic, not getting enough sleep does not help. but i cant ( or can i ?? ) avoid it. its the life i live ... speaking of - ive had my palm read ( not by pros though ... ) a few times. it was kinda freaky. they said i will have three kids. that i will be famous ( or infamous ) ... famous in the sense where everywhere i go people will remember me - what i do. my hub is or will be scared of me - meaning i will be or am the dominant one in the relationship. i will have money - i wont have to worry about it or work so hard for it like other people. they said ill be sick later in life. they said i will be involved with three men that will greatly affect my life and that i would loose one of them - and later (after many years) our paths would cross again and somehow just pick up from there ... kinda creeps you out doesnt it? i had lots of questions - specific ones - they wouldnt tell me the answer although they knew it. i guess it would spoil the fun or something ... hahahha. well i have things to do, places to go ... time to un-procrastinate. *laffs*

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