soap opera

and these are the days of our lives ... went raspberry picking yesterday wif the kids and hub. twas fun ... there was a " no eating " ( the berries ) sign posted. like that was really gonna happen. my kids picked like craaazy ... one goes in the basket, two went in their mouths. har har har. picked up some other stuff too - pumpkins - for holaween. at around 2ish we were already home - it was a quick trip. something kinda funky was goin on tho while this was all happenin. hub was givin me the cold shoulder ... everytime i would say something he would just give a fake smile, a shmurk*, a sigh ... ANNOYING! whutever i said to myself ... i let it pass ... anyhoo ... we went home ... he rushed to the store ... did my own thang ... called a friend-no answer ... he texted back ... logged on the net ... talked to a friend, then another friend. then i got a phone call ... twas my in-law - she needed something important ... ( i had to ditch two of my friends ... you guys know who you are - so SOWIE !!! ) while i was on the phone hub came home. same. iggy treatment. as a good wife * wink * there was only one thing to do ... i had to talk to him. i did. did i mention i hate dramas ??!! it was one of them nights that you wish did not happen. it was a long talk. he was feeling ... argh ... i guess the issue quote and quote now is me drifting away - and he can feel it. i did not know what to say to him. again ... i kept to myself. sorry jes, it wasnt the right time. sad. but i felt like there was nothing i could do at that moment but to asure him that everthing is alright. --- its not that i lied to him ... i just concealed what might be more hurtful ... well get pass this hurdle baby ... hang in there ... > feeling down <